life is all about risk. risk of what you want to go right, going wrong. some risks you can calculate. some you can't and you either decide the risk is too great, or that it's acceptable and to go for it. sometimes u can't decide whether or not to take the risk. love is one of those risks u either usually can't decide whether or not to take the risk, or you ignore the risk completely and go for it. and usually, you can't blame yourself. everyone has heard "its better to have loved and lost than to never loved at all" and despite the pain it's usually true, cause, if you think rationally, and positively, despite the risk all along the way you would continue to take it, and everything happens for a reason and you can't look back and doubt you taking the risk cause for peace of mind, it happened for a reason and for all you know it was the best thing that could have taken up your time and space for however long it went on for.

forgot how i was gonna wrap this up but yea.